Something You Might Call A Random Thought....

This is something some might call a random thought but I call this a one's man lazy thought...

zzzz..... uhm.... Anyway... Where was I?

Black is nothing more but a color to some and to others, it is something more... To some, it's their favorite color and to others.... err... They put some meaning into it... Though wearing black is not enough... Whatever it is that you are trying to accomplish.... So that you might be called this or that... Or be in the crowd or group of something... Most of the time.... You will just look really stupid in black... Or be out of the crowd. Ah' I'm not making sense here... Might I just fade into black? If you want to be scary... err... Why not try to be a clown instead? Clowns are really scary, even though they always wear a smile on their face with such a happy and bright colors all over them... I don't like clowns really... I'd rather paint them black ^_^;


Able to play the guitar would make you really cool? uhm... yeah most of the time... But memorizing the chords pattern and positioning of your hands or even imitating your guitar gods is not enough... There's a lot more to that... hmm... that's not the lead to that song? err... ever heard of improvisation? hey' his playing is somewhat not in tune err... You're really one annoying kid are you!? Ever heard of an offbeat? how about a 16 beat? 4/4? how about a rest? ^_^; I forgot to mention that your mama left you a note on the table... read it!, I think it's important. Well, as long as you could play a power chords... oh' a power chords? hmm... Is that when you used the distortion and max out the volume on my amp? Well, I think that would be all right... Why don't you just jump off the cliff err.. I mean riff and I should just mute with my palm err... I mean... mute my mouth with my palm on this one as it is getting noisy... :P


What type of music do you like to listen to? uhm... let me see... I'm into jpop and eurobeat nowadays... or should I just say growing up ^_^; Ah' you fucking lame!!! I'm into this and that... and a lot more... see my grocery list. You're a one lame lost soul...

Ah' damnit ok ok... here's a random list from my decked! It's not in order and I'm looking and writing this one at the same time randomly...

Tiamat: Clouds
Slayer: Reign In Blood
Morbid Angel: Blessed Are The Sick
Cro-Mags: Alpha Omega
Benediction: Grand Leveller
Rostok Vampires: Torment of Transformation
Sarcofago: The Laws of Scourge
Chicago: Greatest Hits 1982-1989 *oopps....I overlooked, but as I've said this is random hehehe...
The Best of Beethoven
Dead Can Dance: Into The Labyrinth *hmmm...
Celine Dion: Falling Into You *fucked it! someone is messing with my collection again! Where's my Thalia's!!!?

Uhmm... I think I should just stop on this one... Or I'll be tempted to dust off my old collections and someone's ass again... ^_^;


What is a ps/2? Uhm... It's a playstation 2! nope, It's a mouse!... a mouse? err... ok, let me just put it this way... If you are a afraid of a mouse then just play with your playstation and don't bother with the mouse running around ^_^; end.


Is Lelio a vampire?... err.. nope, I think Lestat is the vampire. Who's Magnus then? err... Who's that? I know Marius but not Magnus ^_^; Well... What about Bela Lugosi? Ah' He's an actor from the past, much like Christopher Lee. The only difference is that Bela is already dead and Alucard is a walking dead... ^_^;

Someone looks so stupid to others... But to that stupid others eye... You are just an idiot!

I don't like him/her... he/she looks so uncool... err.. I think he/she doesn't like you either (double time) as you seems to have no brain ^_^;

Indeed! that is a one great word.... hmm... That has piqued my interest one way or the other... Let me look up at some other great words to use in the dictionary... Baka desu yo! I only have my Japanese - English dictionary with me!... oh' well... :P

I've heard she/he is rich! err... from what I've heard, His/Her parents is the one who is rich... uhm... Reminds me of something... I've got this friend of mine, He' always err.. kinda been a bit in a habit to throw a 1,000 or 500 peso bill from his pocket, 'cause he thinks it's just a piece of paper. And sometimes, He would leave his car at the company where he is working with 'cause he forgot he had a car, and he's even excited 'cause he gets to have a free ride in his officemate car ^_^; Yah! it's true! But I won't mention his name here. One more, he even thought that his "other" computer is a 286! baka! I'm much more familiar with your computers... I shouldn't have argue with you about your computer specs... or you would have given that other pc if I asked it for hehehe... I'll have to remember that next time... :P

A future destination is what she's really interested in, and you are her ticket to that destination she is dreaming of... She's already set her mind to it err... are you? err... hello? man, you're floating on air... oh' well, with all this talking, and you are not even listening to a single word I say... ^_^;

woah! I'm beginning to think now... So, I had to end this for now... Or it won't be random anymore... :P



Some added thoughts:

Some so-called relative of mine sent me a text message in my cell phone the other night and here’s that message: “What you don’t KNOW will not hurt you, it’s what you SUSPECT that FUCKS everything up.. JS A THOUGHT..GUD NYT…” And so, this is what my thought regarding the message… Are you not already hurt just knowing one side of the story, and that story might not even be the whole truth? It’s what you easily believed from others that fuck your way of thinking ‘cause you don’t bother to know everything. Crocodile’s tears can be very deceiving you know… Be careful when you see one… hmmm… well, I think this is just a thought too. T_T

I’m seeing such a wasted talent almost everyday of my life… too bad…^_^; that nobody from my err… relatives and family enters into the world of show business… I think almost everyone can be a very good actor or actress or even a scriptwriter… Some might even win an award in the “best dramatic actor/actress category”. I think you guys are watching way too much drama series… ^_^; err… me too! Or else… how can I criticize you with all your acting if I don’t watch all these good drama’s ^_^;

After Midnight Visitation...

It's only past 10 in the evening, ahhh' nothing to do and I feel so tired. Just got home from school and still finding my bed blanket turned over up to the top where my pillows are... this is for the third night in a row now, maybe i should ask the maid why they had to do this, and i went to the kitchen where my mom and the maid are having some chat.And neither of them had any idea why my bed is like that and they even thought I'm the one who's doing that and even told me that if its not me then maybe it's Christopher Idea of getting even with me... hmm... well, Christopher is one of our persian cat, he' couldn't have done that as it was turned really neat and its more of a human than a cat that would do that... well, better get to bed now as my eyes are getting heavier by the minute.

Lying now on my bed and it's been an hour or so, I think... but i'm having an uneasy feeling and i'm somewhat between sleep and awake state, and still quite aware of what's going on around me. That my mom is in her room now next to mine as I could hear her television set to a bit much higher volume than mine and still watching the same show she would watch everynight before going to sleep... ahh' too tired to open my eyes and tried hard to have a deep sleep but there's also something catching my attention... it's our dog barking at something and running back and forth around the house for quite sometime now,and I'm really way to tired to even open my eyes or to shout at the dog to stop barking...so,I kinda leave him be but there's also something else... while in this state... there seems to be people having a quarrel at this time of night... maybe from the next house after ours but it couldn't have been from there as the house next to my bedroom windows had been abandoned for some years now, But I could hear this man's voice arguing over something with this other person but I couldn't quite understand what his words yet it was very clear... but I'm beginning to fall into a deep sleep now...

It was really late but I've been awaken by this calling of my name by this person whom I think is in front of our gate 'cause his voice seems to be coming from there... "Ah' keep your voice down or you'll wake everyone in this house and not just me" I said to myself, as I thought he's one of my crazy friends, yes maybe he is as i've met some of them earlier this afternoon on my way to school and even invited me for some drinking session later in the evening as we usually does almost all the time... I've somehow forgotten about that or else I wouldn't be home that early... well, he's still calling my name, what time is it? so I looked at my TV which I always leave turned on whenever I'm in my room or even when I go to sleep and is some distance away from my bed, I think it's 2am now 'cause now MTV is showing Daria or something this animated show is called... its been that long for me to remember, and it just started and always shown at 2am. Now back my attention to this friend of mine who's calling me at this late hour, but the voice?... He couldn't have been one of my friends 'cause his voice is not familiar with me... then something of a shocked came to me, He' entered the gate and into this second gate of our porched and I'm like "You asshole, You'll wake my mom up if you call me by my window", my friends usually does this almost all the time whenever I wouldn't come out but not like this time of night and not when my mom's at home. But a more shocked came to me when i've felt his presence stopped at the main front door of the house, and he somewhat had entered and it seems he just went through the door without opening it and now moving fast and inside the house went straight to where I am, into my room...

There he is, the man who's been calling me. He's standing now near the foot of my bed, blocking the light from my TV set which is behind him now. I'm still shocked that he entered the house, then suddenly he spoked to me at the same time pointing his finger at me and he said "See, you're still awake... why hadn't you answered my call?", and I'm like dumbed, and answered "HUH?", then he continued to speak saying "I only had something to tell you..." and he moved closer to me... now, I'm still a bit shocked at this person... as he moved closer to me, I tried to look at his face but it seems just a blank space, or should i say just darkness. This face of this person even if i tried hard i couldn't see his face... I wasnt' scared a bit that time even if I couldn't see his face, but shocked... I'm shocked at his boldness to enter the house... and even passing through at the gates and the doors without even opening them... but what really scared me and realized that he's not a person or a human at all had let my hair stand on the back and only noticing the first time as he was walking nearer... besides that I couldn't see his face and his appearance are somewhat of just a silhouette, somehow I manage to look down and take notice of his feet... and what I saw really scared the shit out of me... He's feet... He's not walking on ground but floating... Oh' man, what to do? what to do!? and he's coming nearer and nearer at me... and his face... I couldn't still see his face...ah' he's not a person at all... now he's beside my bed looking down at me and my heartbeat going faster and faster... as he slowly bent over so he's face would be close to mine... He's face stil blank even by that near distance... I am now gasping for air, and I couldn't move a bit now but trembling and my body tremble with fear from the sight I am seeing now and all I could do was shut my eyes real tight... I could feel his face now, so close to mine and he move so that he could whisper into my right ear... he said something that was so clear in words but I could not understand it, like a million voice had been whispering at the same time at a clear rate but not... as if you are at some public market where everyone shout so clear but they kinda shout at the same time and so it's somewhat been unclear to my ears... and as he was whispering something, my whole sorrounding was engulfed from this wind like it's a storm of something, then it all suddenly came to a halt... the quietness of the night sorround me once again... this thing, he seemed to be gone now and... and now, I'm still trembling with fear and sweating a lot... And I could see and hear the low volume of my TV set once again... now the animated show on MTV had just ended, I know this as I am looking at these names scrolling from the tv screen and I still find myself unable to move... 30mins had past since the start of that experience... all is quiet but I didn't go to sleep for another 2 hours or so, until I heard our maid woke up and do her regular duty every morning...

Even though it all had happened some years back from now, As I'm writing this section... the hair on my back would still stand as I recollect my experienced from that... His silhouette features still somewhat been fresh from within the back of my memory after all this years ... As if I could still see it very clearly if I think about it... well, just one of the few exciting experience in life. But I don't like to remember them all at the same time nyahaha... maybe next time...^_^;

Kami Pa Din Ang Champion!!! waaahhh... hindi!!!

waaahhh... wala kwenta! may sakit lang kami ni Pat, Injured lang si Mr. Panlaqui, si Mr. Nepo hindi nag laro kasi inaway ng blue team, uu tutuu un! ^_^; tapos ini-inis si Bubsy ng mga oldies sa bench at sa inis ni Bubsy, sabi nya "Next Time, ayaw kona ng meron mas matanda pa kay Rhenz sa team" uy! mas bata ako kay Rhenz!!! wooohooo, pasok pa aku! ^_^; kaya hindi na nag coach at nag parang buddha nalang si Bubsy nun last quarter nun game? Tapos nag pormang player na nga lang ^_^; sabi ni Rhenz un ha! hehehe...

Un mga guard namin, Si Raul, na sobrahan lang sa pag jogging ng 3pm kaya medyo naubusan ng lakas, tapos si Jello... uhm... may stiff neck lang, kaya lagi sa sahig naka tigin pag nag dri-dribble habang nilulusutan ang 5 player ng blue team(kaya nyo un? terible 'tong batang toh! pinagalitan pa aku kasi si Lino nasa ilalim instead na aku), pero alam na alam nya kung nasan ang ring kaya ok lang ehehehe... ^_^; tapos si Em's, tsa' team mates pala tayo! Natuwa ako nun nakita kita! ^_^; baket nun ka lang naglaro! ok pala un gf u ha! este... ok sana pala un team kung lagi ka andun, kasi mas malakas tau! ^_^; ipapasok na nga sana agad kita nun pagkakita ko palang sa'yo kaso baka daganan aku ni BUBSY! ^_^; tapos si Furances!!! huy! nag ch-cheer ka ba samen? iba un pinapanood mu nun game, uhm... pakiramdam ku lang un best buddy! eheheh... ^_^; hindi ka na umalis nun last game ha... baket kaya? ^_^; Si Mr. Arbolado... sayang kung nag papasok lahat nun tira nun... bilib din aku dun sa tatay ni ke-lloyds eh... madalas ku nakikita libre un eh... di ku lang mapasan ^_^; ayaw gumalaw nun kamay ku, na sho-shocked kasi aku, expected ku si Pat or Rhenz na un ehehehe... ^_^; ano kaya sekreto nun at laging na lilibre sa court? kelangan matanung ku minsan, kung paanu nya nalulusutan buong team ng blue... o' sha' nawawala na ulit un bisa nun gamut ku sa lagnat, bwisit... 1 week na toh ah... uhm... Ano ba un tinuturuk kay BJ pag game? gumana din kaya sa trangkaso un?

Anyway... GUD MURNENG!!! la...la... la... la... pero maganda din un may trangkaso, parang may lumulutang na mga chicks sa kwarto ku... hanap nga si Furances nun isa eh... pangalan nya Emily Rose! kaya lang parang iba un boses! ^_^; Furances! dalawin ka daw nya mamya 3am hehehe.... :P Hi Rhenz! wala ako masabi sa'yo, ganda nun laro mu! Kasing ganda nun nakikita ku sa court!!! ^_^; wala na ba liga? Lapit na aku makundisyon ng 100%! ^_^; nga pala... tugtog kami Igor sa Sunday ng acoustic ^_^; maki sing along kau ha! ^_^;

Your body is a wonderland.... ^_^;

ampf.... pang third na ulit ku na toh ah... ang kulit kasi Igor... sa SATURDAY PALA KAMI TUGTOG... kasama namin un guitar namen hehehe... tugtog kami ng "Boso Nova", un fave na music ni Furances tsaka TORO!!! :P