If Only I Could...

I would love to grab you by your neck and choke you to death
Your tongue is sharp like a newly crafted knife
Yet your mind is dull as a stoned used for a knife by the cave man
in the past…That can ripped out flesh, even the thickest of them all…

It is clear, as daylight can be and I can't see any fog around…
Yet your vision seems to be clouded…

Yet, you amused me though…
As if you had a clear picture of everything…
Yet you stumbled when you walk…

So leave me be to my own little dark world…
Darkness it is but much clearer than your world is now…

No wearing of a beautiful mask like in your world is…
Everything is real unlike your beautiful world is…

You're beautiful, like a perfect apple…
With a worm on the inside…
I don't want an apple with a worm
And so I'll just throw it away

To the river you would flow
To where it may lead you, I don't really care…
I just like to watch an apple as it floats away…
And so I say goodbye to you …

I've met this Lady and she… well, let's just say that she had given me quite an inspiration to write this one though we just had a few conversation …

She's not that bad, I think… she's so cold err… I mean cool but a bit sharp at times though she does not have any fangs ^_^; (I think she's annoyed LOL) but who am I to judge? I'm no GOD and don't intend to be one… I'll be much more bored and much more lazy than what I am now if I am to be a GOD now ^_^; anyway, this is nothing more but an idea and bit of what I've felt but nothing against her as I've said, this is just an inspiration from her and I had to thank her though but I'm scared of her now LOL ^_^;… I need to edit this more but I'll leave it for now… and who would be reading this anyway? Boring people like me? ^_^;